i suppose it to be true that perhaps Jesus gets even sadder for me than i did for those birds. his heart must be breaking as he watches my time wasted allowing the "what if"s to haunt me & the lies of not being enough to assault me...to live in fear; to forget to receive His love & to trust His heart towards me. that He has numbered my hairs, clothed my body, & called me to something greater than what i mostly live.
the more time i spend with Him---the more i know Him---the more i trust Him---the more i feel loved & valued & worth something & free & alive & on purpose. i should really just start taking Him at His word. i guess that would require taking time to read it.
well-formed love banishes fear. perfect love casts out fear:1john4.18